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Someone ask me why am i so EMO? That was because i still could not forget the incident happen on 18July'09 at around 830pm? Not because i'm afraid or what is just that what i promised him i should get it done. HAHAS! Am i stupid? Worth it? Not pain at all but heart wrenched, really hurtful. In this 19 years, no one dares to do this to me. But it's ok. I'll make sure she GET it 10times back. I SWEAR. However, i should also blame myself for being too naive. Put so much trust & effort on him. Believe everything he say. Yet, i get back nothing. I'm just a bloody fool. BLOODY FUCKING FOOL! Now, every single word he say. I have to think twice. Til now, i find no reasons to forgive him. Really. You can say i'm selfish, but you're even more selfish. Why not you think 1st before you say or do anything. Whether the person will get hurt & especially someone who is very important to you. TEARS keep rolling down my cheeks. You don't even know. I hate you even more each day.
* Loving you is the most hurtful event in my whole life. Till eternity, i will never forget. THANKS.
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